Two worlds... the same hate

I´m really fed up with all this madness... i really can´t understand why people want to declare war against each other, governments, leaders, people their selves are just waiting for the opportunity to jump and destroy the other... is it so difficult to try to understand your neighbour???
I can´t stop hearing about declarations that bother some people and declarations that bother the other, about violent acts, war... aaaaaaaaalways trying to make two worlds get in conflict , always trying to destroy each other and I´m fed up. I don´t understand it , I don´t want to understand why is it so difficult to respect the other, and it seems that our nature never changes, we want war, we want conflict, we want violence, we need to feel that in front of us there´s somebody different from us and its not good, we need to be the only ones... we need to destroy, to erase them...

I can´t watch a single program without hearing about all that hate between people, i can´t read a single newspaper without reading about violence and anger... this is never going to end???

I know i can´t do anything, I´m just a worm in this messy and complicated world, i guess i can´t even say what i think about things because I´m sure there´ll always be someone that is ready to attack what i think, to try to step on me, to jump like an angry tiger over me...

There´s only nonsense and i guess all i can do is to live my life and close my eyes and my ears.


Changing the subject, at last i finished with the course we did or IATA exam, and i think i did fine at least i went out happy from it...tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiired but happy after all.
Today i spent my day painting the figure of the pirate i modelled, i think it´ll look fine once its finished, it has a lot of work, well because i want to do it the best i can and I´m entertained doing it.
I called my baby this morning, yesterday she was a little sad and i understand it perfectly but i needed to cheer her up, and when she told me " allo " this morning wow! my heart jumped I felt incredibly happy, listening to her laugh brightened my day. After that she gave me a huuuuuuuuuuge surprise when she conected at lunch time and i could talk to her for a while.
I´ve been alone almost for the whole day, my parents went to a local artisany fair in "Chinchón "( a village not very far from here), so i´ve been here painting and and watching movies, this weekend i´m taking it to relax after the stress of the exam you know :). Besides that i didnt do much, well maybe thinking and thinking... but i guess i can´t fix much with that.
Mum is having a bad days she´s not sleeping well at night, i think is due to unconscious worries about work, my brother.... i really don´t know i just hope she gets better, if not she´ll have to see the doctor.
I think i´ll end up here, i still want to keep painting a little bit more before i loose the inspiration hehehe and of course because i´m impattient for my baby to be online, and i want to finish before she comes :).

YOU don´t know what this is, do you??

Well as i told you yesterday here is the picture of the figure i modelled, it´s just a little figure to put my mobile in. As you can see is based on the Barbossa character from Pirate´s of the Caribbean movie, I hope you like it :).

As I relized today i dont have enough paint and colours to paint it and let it finished so i gues i´ll have to wait until i can buy some to work on it I guess i´ll do it one of these weekends.

Because for now i have to start studying hard in order to pass my IATA exam on the 14th of September. Appart of that I had a quiet day, though i always get angry everytime i watch TV and i can´t understand why we humans make this world so complicated and how world is so corrupted by interests, prejudges, hate and war... I guess money is the engine of our hearts these days.

OH only thinking on starting going to the course again, even if its only for a week makes me feel tired heheh only thinking on it.. waking up really early, the car, traffic jams, subway...well hamdoulilah is just for a week and after the exam I´ll start working at last.

I´ve been thinking that maybe on weekends on my free time i´ll start modelling as i used to and i´ll start selling my figures again ... maybe the internet market can help me some way, so if anybody out there wants a figure just tell me hahahaha !!!.

I used to sell my works on shops when i was working as a modelling and sculpture teacher, i started selling them when i was in highschool and as i´ve always been working as a freelance i used to sculpt whatever people asked me instead of making my own collections.... but who knows maybe i´ll do it now on weekends. During the week I´ll work on tourism in an agency and on weekends i´ll create some figures to sell and get an extra money :).

I hope my angel had a good day today and everything went fine for her, i´ve been thinking of her for the whole day. She´s starting an internship and i just hope everything went great...I know she´ll do great :P Its not because i´m going to marry her but .... she´s incredibly intelligent :P hehehe and it´s not a compliment she really is and i´m truly truly proud of her, she surprises me everyday, everything seems new by her side and she renovates my illution everytime i talk to her even if its just for a few minutes. No matter what she always makes me feel the most special guy on earth.

Mmmm another thing is that I´m looking forward to watch the spanish movie " El Capitán Alatriste ", is based on the books with the same name from the author " Arturo Perez Reverte ", I like that character a lot and mostlt is because i looooooooooooooove sword fighting :P the action takes place in the " siglo de oro español " between the XVII and XVIII centuries. Well i love it and i almost attended to the casting to appear in the movie hehehe.

Well i think is enough for now I´ll go to pray and eat something :)... salamu alaiiiiiiiiiiiiikum !!!

Searching for the biggest adventure of all...

Just a little drawing i made this summer... when you´re bored you just entertain with any thing ;)... and of course is dedicated to my precious pearl.

back to rutine... but even more in love !!!

YES !! i´m here again after a loooooooong time without posting... sorry for taking so long, I went on vacations and then after coming well i was inmerse doing other things and i forgot completely to write here again.

Anyway after all here am I, ready to bother you a little more hehehe.

Where should i begin with mmm let me see... ah yes! as you all can see i went for some days on vacations with my parents, they needed to relax and well as i was going to stay here alone they asked me if i wanted to go with them, because as as you can see i couldnt go to see my baby because of the hard situation she´s living there, so we must be pattient with it and everything will be ok inchallah :). Sooooooo as i was telling i agreed and i went with them to Mallorca, to the North eastern coast called " Costa de los Pinos " ( coast of the pines ), I must say its a really beautiful place and very quiet ;). I had a great time and we had a lot of fun, oh and i took a lot of sunbathing at the beach hehehe i wish i could keep that colour all the time :P , The BAD thing is that i was missing her soooooooooooooooo much, every tiny little thing i visited or did remembered me of her and all i wanted was that she could be with me and enjoy all that as i was doing.

Hamdoulilah our hotel had an internet service so i could buy tickets and that way i was able to talk to her everyday... by the way i called her almost everyday at night because i needed to listen to her voice again and again. We visited many places, wonderful ones, beaches, caves, little villages... i can say we had a great time.

I can´t deny im in love can i ?? hehehe that smile you see is simply because thinking of my angel makes me feel the happiest guy on earth. That night i made a dessert with her name on it and i took a picture to send her buuuuuuuuut my phone didn´t save it :P so i had to prepare another one and eat it hahahaha i ate my baby twice...

The truth is that i couldnt stop thinking of her a single minute of the day and i needed her even stronger. I guess you can see it in my eyes when i feel happy. People who know me know perfectly when im feeling down i guess its true what they say...the eyes are the mirror of ur soul.

Oh and another thing, before going on vacations i ordered a prayer mat via internet and i was looking forward to receive it and finally when i came back home here it was the notification to go to pick it up in the post office... sooooooooooooooo here it is finally i have my new prayer mat and i´m very happy :) .

Well i guess its enough for now, i´m waiting for my angel to be online and i´ll go to drink a huuuuuuge glass of water because i´m dying of hot up here :)

Probably tomorrow i´ll post a picture of a little figure i made ;)